dancer
when she was a child
she used to dream
about wearing
beautiful clothes
and playing dress up
now
she is
the lead dancer
at a strip club
funny
how life
treats you
. . .
in the dressing room
they waited
for the DJ
to cue
their music
three dances
fully dressed
start to peel
totally naked
if you could forget
about the horny bastards
thrusting dollars at you
it wasn’t
a bad way
to make
a living
. . .
her family
belonged
to the purity cult
and they instilled
in her
a belief
that she
was to save
herself
for marriage
and not
to throw away
her precious gift
of virginity
believing this
once she started
she never
looked back
. . .
the first time
she took her clothes off
for anyone
other than
her doctor
she was sure
she made
a mistake
decades later
on her death bed
she remembered
undressing
and smiled
© Buzz Dixon